Free Fall (standard:other, 433 words)
Author: Hope	Added: Jan 04 2009	Views/Reads: 2763/0	Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes)
learning to accept life and all it has to bring...

Besides his dear body as I slept, I felt at peace... 

I believe we don't just meet one special being, we meet many.And I do
feel lucky to have met some of them in my life... 

Life has fascinating ways of giving hope.Hope to me is not a promise
that you are tied down to me for what I think you might have offered, 
it is that moment, that feeling which comes with the emotion of 
happiness, comfort and warmth... 

How do I feel right now? 

Its been four months since I came back from London, that girl that left
London was shattered, and lost. She had been drained of positive 
thoughts and had almost lost all hope. Only a very thin string held her 
essence.Something told her to hold on, just this one last time... 

There are always reasons for the way we act and feel. And sometimes the
reason behind it is not known even to us, just a hope that the answers 
would come in time.. 

Time is the eternal healer they say.For me time gave me clarity, but
also left me with a number of unanswered questions.Slowly I have 
accepted that I might never get those answers, and more importantly.. 
to what end would those answers help?! 

I have been many people since then.But I seem to like the one I am right
now... 

The one who gave her heart another chance, allowed herself to feel for
someone again.Allowed herself to pick up the dream  which she had 
dropped almost 3 years ago to move to another city for work.Giving 
herself the opportunity to learn to be with herself , and love herself 
the way she deserves... 

I am uncertain about almost everything at this point.But I am calm.I
have grown accustomed to uncertainty.I have accepted to open the doors 
to the unknown.And somewhere it feels right... 

Uncanny how I feel at peace with myself.Life has taught me that we are
always in the place we create and are meant to be in.And knowing that 
gives me comfort as i was the one who chose the experience.... 

I have been told that I give my heart away to easily.Well,In a world
where there is rage, even more hatred for things people themselves find 
hard to comprehend,I feel now maybe it is my strength... 

That fierce spirit seems to have found a space which is hers.She smiles
knowing that this life is full of beauty, pain, adventure and love... 

She stands at the edge of the cliff with her eyes closed under the
moonlight.Hearing the ocean below her she smiles... 


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