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|It's a Scary Thought (standard:poetry, 346 words)|
|Author: Mickala||Added: Sep 09 2003||Views/Reads: 1717/1123||Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes)|
It's a Scary Thought Suicide, it's a scary thought, One I've fought and fought. But no matter what I do I just want my life to be through. I know I have friends who care, But it seems like when I need 'em, they're not there. No matter what I believe, My mind and spirit want to leave. You think I'm selfish for having these feelings. But, you don't know me, so just be leavin'. It seems like nobody cares, That life's not really fair. Suicide twists your thoughts and mind. Makes you wanna leave it all behind. I'm really not normally depressed, And to that, all my friends can attest. But all my butons have been pushed and pressed. It's like I've missed a step and fell Straight into my own personal Hell. It's not cool to feel like this, That there was a beat I missed. Everyone has something messed up, Every now and then, you get fed up. I think I've hit my limit, reached my max, 'Cuz there's not a second I can relax. People say they know and understand. But they don't stand on the ground I stand. They say I need to talk, But they really think I have a fault. People think I'm strong, But I can't do this alone. I don't know what to do, And there isn't anyone to help me through. You say there's always someone with me, And why can't I let some things be? I'm so freakin' scared, But I feel like no one cares. Click here to read the rest of this story (29 more lines)
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