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|There is Always a Reason For My Insanity (standard:Creative non-fiction, 1362 words)|
|Author: Jonboydub||Added: Feb 28 2004||Views/Reads: 2066/1130||Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes)|
|Uhhhhh, you tell me how to describe it please. I mean shit! It is just Insanity! Help me please!|
Thinking Too Much “there is always a reason for my insanity” By: Jonathan Pettus I really don't want to think it's me when I'm doing the things I want to do. I'm not hurting anybody. People jump so quickly too judge the things you do. Oh God even my family. Words get said that can hurt and concentration is lost in the confusion of it all, but still to this day I'm going to do what I want and still stand tall. I'm not feeling sorry for myself. Like you think I maybe, but then again it really don't matter what you think of me. “I'm just trying too prove I'm right,” is what you say. That's ok, because one fine day... (? IF YOU STOP JUMPING AROUND LIKE A LITTLE KID?) If I get just one plea to that spirit in the sky. That will be my bid. I'll get real high so I can deal with all your shit. So listen to this rhyme from me too you, because too me it's already in my top ten list of hits! Things go crazy and get all fucked up and hazy! You fly of the handle when you go off judging, jumping, and screaming. Now it takes two to tango I know, but with drama peacefully I can not flow. Wake up and see that if the drama never even began this advice I get might not be coming from Bradley. Who told me to be strong and too never leave the side of my van. So I'm done with you! The beatings are through! This can also be the same for society too. Living life for what it is! Holding on to the loving that I found. It's with these people I will always make my biz. I love life! What I want to do is live it, and dude's this is my master plan! These things can make a grown man lose his sanity. Make him do things that will put him in that fucking state pen. Another human life disposed of because all that you fuckers look at is face value. Here we go again with the same old trend. If your reading my voice then you do and will always have this choice. Friends are just like family. Honesty is better than any monetary policy! Do what you do and do want you want too do with your true family! Like I said my main trend is my family of friends! Forget the bad fish, but love them for they know not what they do. Judgmental fools in the end will see that you can actually live with the real you. Not some fucked up and mixed up slacker. Rock on loving life, keep trucking and being a back-packer! You see right here that this one cracker is just going too light a joint to prove my little point. Loving is what I sought and loving is what I got! Bradley up to you. To me this is what you taught, and if I go on talking, I also will be judging. So let's stop stressing. Come on dude this is what I want to do! Here you go, I'm passing the “doob.” Sit back, live life, just chill, and with the rhyming beats of music our souls were going to fill! Go on and on doing what we want to. Without any mother fucking strife! We fight for reasons that I just don't know. Yes you say that you know, but this is what I and hopefully a few others say. Maybe it's not your fault you're slow. It must be all the shit in the air. These so called reasons are all leading too something that no one seems to care. Drop a bomb on some country you muscle bound freak, and I'll do it right back too you! With a bomb peace is what these countries seem too seek, but they get confused. Am I fighting for religious freedom? Hell, I just don't know, but we'll make some money. Revenge also is the key for these countries whom seem too seek peace. Back and forth, forth and back, common sense I think is what they lack. Your society taught me to be the bigger man, and we all know the man has the plan. When the one who is wrong is coming at you turn the other cheek. This is different, Click here to read the rest of this story (62 more lines)
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