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|let me speak (standard:romance, 709 words)|
|Author: Ney'||Added: Dec 12 2004||Views/Reads: 2079/0||Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes)|
|This is an attempt at beginging writeing again. It is a true story so please feel free to comment... positive and negative.|
I rolled over, letting the blankets bare my pale shoulder. A small strip of skin was raised because of scrape I had got a few hours earlier. My eyes moved from my arm to the man lying next to me. I smiled at him as he lay there seemingly day dreaming. I opened my mouth slightly wanting so bad to speak. I quickly closed my eyes and ran my fingers threw my short dark hair. ‘I think I love you'. The words pressed against my throat. My mouth dried as I thought. I opened my eyes slowly, feeling the light before I saw it. I turned my head and placed my hand on his chest. He smiled, turned gracefully, and put his arms around me. My heart sped as it usually did when he held me. I made a small sound that caught his attention. He looked at me and I opened my mouth trying again to speak. I started to talk and tripped over my words. I finally spat out' “I want to tell you something”. He cocked his head and said, ”What?” Suddenly I lost what little nerve I had built up. I again found myself choking on my words. “Well, I want to but I just can't get it out. I'm just...I don't know...scared I suppose”. I said making it a point not to look in his eyes. He looked at me oddly at first but then smiled slightly and kissed my forehead. “It's ok”, He said very simply. My heart pounded as I sighed and sank into his chest. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ After a short smoke break we came back into his room. I sat gently on the edge of his bed. I knew what I had said before we took that break, but I didn't know if I have the strength to say it. I looked up at him as he stopped in front of me. “So have you got the balls yet?' He said smiling. I stared into his bright blue eyes and forgot to breathe. I looked away, cheeks burning, and muttered, “no.” He sighed and sat next to me. “Ok”, he said understandingly. Yet again something that I love about him. He never lets me get away with half an answer but never pushes. We got back underneath his covers and snuggled into each other. I lay there as a thought came into my head. ‘Worth a try' I thought to myself. “I'll tell you what it is if you guess.” I said, staring blankly at his white ceiling. ((Ok so this was not one of my best ideas but I had to think of something)) I saw the muscles in his forehead frow slightly. “I'm not good at guessing stuff.” He said. “Well, just try once and I'll tell you.” I said smiling. My heart started to flutter. ‘Wow I got that tingly feeling. Hehe. It tickles' I thought. He rolled over and faced the wall. I glanced at him as the weight of his thoughts made it hard to breathe. The silence seemed to last an eternity. I could hear my heart beating in my head. I watched him as he thought. I could see the back of his blonde hair and the slope of his neck. Even from this view he was attractive. With a deep voice slightly above a whisper he said, “Does it involve the word love?” The room yet again feel silent. He turned to me. I pulled the blanket over my head and mumbled, “Yes.” He smiled a little half-smile that melted me. He stared into my eyes and said, “It's ok I know what you're trying to say. You don't have to say it.” I couldn't take it anymore. “But you know what?” I said with a smirk. I let the silence fall and looked up at him. “ I love you.” He smiled that smile that melts me and muttered, “I love you too.” He pulled me too him and we kissed a slow soft hiss that proved that we were in love. I buried my lips into his and indulged in the sensation. I lifted my tired lids to see his eyes shine, as he leaned in for another kiss. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ To be continued... Tweet
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