A cry for help to nobody (standard:romance, 6706 words)
Author: ebony	Added: Dec 25 2005	Views/Reads: 3364/2317	Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes)
it about a girl in 9th grade who meets a guy and he likes her, so they become friends. but when they go on a trip, thing get bad...

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friend. When the trip to Disneyland Resorts was announced we natural 
agreed to ride the bus together. It was the weekend of my 15th 
birthday. I was so excited. We planned our weekend together with a few 
of our friends. Everything was on schedule. I was sharing a room with 
my old best friend Justice David. Isaac had his room to his self 
because he was the last boy to sign up. He said he did not mind because 
he wanted to be by himself. I just said ok and left the subject alone. 
As the trip approached, Isaac was always around. It did not bother me 
because we were best friends. I liked having him around. He always made 
me the center of his attention. It made me feel important. I did notice 
a few changes in our friendship. Sometimes he would hug me longer than 
normal or he would tell his friend not to mess with me. He would get 
more physical with me. Touching me and pulling me away from my locker. 
It was never in a bad way. I just noticed it. I never asked him about 
it but I did see it. That was a dumb thing for me to do. I mean maybe 
if I would have brought it to his attention... He always said he wanted 
what was best for me. I look back at that statement and laugh. What's 
best for me! Ha! He did not know what was best for me. He only wanted 
what he wanted. He didn't care bout me. He probably never cared about 
me. Ok back to the story. As we got on the bus to Disneyland Resorts we 
laughed and talked. There wasn't much more to do, since we had to wait. 
I had brought snacks and headphones for the bus ride. I had two bags I 
put one in the back and I kept my backpack with me. Isaac just brought 
his backpack and a little cover. “I watched the weather channel. The 
weather man said it is supposed to be beautiful out there” “Not as 
beautiful as you.” “You silly. I know I am beautiful, but dang you 
don't have to tell everyone.” “I mean it. You look really pretty 
today.” I smiled and got on the bus first. Since it was the end of 
June, it was hot. I had worn my freshly brought lime green daisydukes 
and a crisp new white t with a lime green t under it. I was looking 
cute. I had gotten all new clothes for an early birthday present. My 
mom said, “turning 15 is a big step in growing up. That is why I am 
letting you go on this trip. Be very responsible. I trust you Dinah.” 
The bus was so cold. The air conditioning must have been on high blast 
because it was like winter up in that bus. “You know I got you a 
surprise for your birthday on Saturday,” Isaac said as he sat down next 
to me. “You do,” I asked nicely, “I thought you had forgot.” “How could 
I. You been counting down days all month.” I smiled and said, “oh.” As 
we rolled out of the school parking lot, I looked back without an ounce 
of regret. So thankful to be away from my bad brother and sisters, I 
smiled. I put my backpack down in front of me. He moved the adjustable 
armrest up and laid the cover on him and me. I took my headphone out of 
my backpack. Then I choose a CD to listen to for the bus ride. The bus 
left the school at twelve noon on Thursday and we were to arrive at 
seven thirty that night. We stopped at two rest stops and one gas 
station. Isaac went in the gas station and got us some food. When he 
came back, he smiled. “What,” I asked. “Nothing. I was just getting the 
finishing touch for your surprise on Saturday,” he said with a big grin 
on his face. “Ok,” I said and left it at that. “Can you braid my hair 
oh Friday night, girlie?” he asked as we rolled away from the gas 
station. “Sure,” I said before lying on his shoulder. He smiled and 
said, “thanks.” Before I knew it, I was sleep on Isaac's shoulder. 
Snuggling under the cover with me, he warmed himself with my body heat. 
We soon reached the resort. Warm and colorful, the resort looked cozy 
and fun. We got our room assignments and went to put up our things for 
the weekend. We decide that going swimming before dinner was a good 
idea, so we got on our suit and went to the pool. Justice and me had 
gotten matching swimsuits and outfits. We thought we were cute. Justice 
was older than I so all the boys looked at her more, but I got my share 
of looks. I did not want any, but when you are this cute and it is your 
birthday you get a lot of attention. I enjoyed the attention and just 
went with it. I even got the attention from Isaac. Was that a surprise? 
Not to me either, but at the time I was surprised. Anyways, so I felt 
special that some dumb high school boys thought I was cute, even 
thought they could not do anything for me. I had fun on Thursday night. 
I swam and ate, then went to bed. Friday is when things were 
complained. Our day was planned, but we did not follow it word by word. 
That would have taking care of the complaintion, but Isaac friend 
little Damon was all over Becca. Justice and Big Tony were kissing and 
hugging. The only ones that were not pair off were Isaac and I. I felt 
I little weird, because first I was the youngest and I did not like 
Isaac like that. I could tell he wanted to kiss somebody. If that 
someone was me I aint sure. He did hold my hand, but that was not long. 
When we went on the big roller coasters I was so scared, but I did not 
want the group to know that, so I rode all of them anyways. Isaac was 
the only one who knew, because every time I was scared I would bury my 
face in his shirt and he would hold me closer. At lunch, he whispers 
that he knew I was scared. I smiled in appreciation and Justice seen 
the whole thing. She mentioned it and the whole group oh and ah.  They 
said before the end of the day we would be together, but we both denied 
it. At the end of the day, we went back to the rooms. At first we were 
all chilling, but Justice and Big Tony left for his room. Then Becca 
and little Damon left for Isaac's room. That left Isaac and me alone. 
Big Tony whispered something to Isaac before he left; Becca winked at 
me; Justice just smiled. Not know what to do after they left, I offered 
to braid Isaac's hair. We had never really been alone like this and I 
really did not like the feeling I was getting. I wanted to tell him to 
leave, but I did not want him to get the wrong idea. I turned on the TV 
and started his hair. As he sat below me, I felt his breath quickens 
and his hands touched my inner thighs. I would have thought it was an 
accident, but his hands stayed in one place way to long for it to have 
been an accident. To play it off I said, “boy quit playing. I am 
working.” He laughed but did not remove his hand. “ What you talking 
bout girlie?” he asked in a unknowing tone. “I mean your hand on my 
inner thigh. Get it off.” “Oh my bad. Didn't realize it was there...but 
your thighs are very soft.” I smiled, not knowing what to do next. I 
braided his hair as fast as I could, so he could leave. He then told me 
that little Damon had told him not to come back to the room until the 
last check that night. I smiled again. I managed to get out and ok, but 
I sounded very weak. “It seems like he gonna get him some tonight. Dang 
he lucky. I need me some.” “Get him some?” “Yeah you know sex?” “Oh 
right.” “You didn't know?” “No. Was I suppose to know?” “Well yeah. In 
fact, we could have some if you want?” “No thanks. I don't do that.” 
“Do what? It's just fun. Come on what do you say?” “No I don't do 
that.” “For me?” “I can't. I am sorry.” “Well why not?” “I want to save 
my virginity for my husband.” “You think he going to be a virgin? Only 
if he is a nerd or a loser will he be a virgin. I want it and I want it 
now, girl!” “I said No.” “Well we will see bout that.” He walked pass 
me and out of the door. With a great sigh, I sat on my bed. Trying my 
hardest not to cry, I decided to call my mother. I didn't mention what 
had happened, but she could tell something was wrong. I got off the 
telephone and lay in my bed. What was his problem? We was just laughing 
and joking not to long ago. How did he turn in to such a monster? I 
didn't want to saying anything to nobody so I said I would just forget 
it. I just would not be as close to him anymore. I was not going to let 
that ruin my birthday. 

When I got dress the next morning, Justice asked me a million questions.
All about last night and what happen after she left. I try to change 
the subject, but she wanted to know. When I say, “nothing happened.” 
She just laughed. “Ok fine don't tell me. What yall did, but I already 
know,” she said with a big grin on her face. I kept saying we didn't do 
it if that's what she thought but she didn't believe me. “I see the way 
he looks at you D Mack.” “Well I don't look at him the same. Ok.” “Ok, 
all I am saying is don't let that big brother routine fool you. He 
wants you Bad with a capital B.” “Maybe, but I hope not.” Oh D Mack 
before I forget. Don't say you know this, but Isaac is throwing you a 
birthday party tonight. I heard him and Big Tony talking bout it late 
last night. They said you was going to get a big surprise.” “Is that 
all you heard?” “Did y'all really do nothing?” “Yes.” “Yep. That's all 
I heard.” We walked out of the room to meet the group. I walked behind 
Justice and as far as away possible from Isaac. “So where is the 
Birthday girl?” Isaac asked in a sweet tone. When he noticed where I 
was he came closer to me. “What up, girlie?” “Don't call me that,” I 
said in a whisper. “Aww... Come on you still mad about last night? That 
was my fault. I'm sorry.” “You are right it's your fault but I don't 
want to be bothered by you today. So you go find you a little hoocie to 
chill with cuz I aint the one.” The group ahead of us didn't seem to 
notice our conversion, so I walked faster and left Isaac behind. I 
continue to stay as far away as possible, but he kept closer to me than 
I wanted. He kept saying how sorry he was. He didn't mean to make me 
upset. Just crap I should have never believe. He brought me breakfast, 
lunch and ate dinner with me. He brought me: a watch and bracelet both 
of which said my name on them, and airbrush T-shirt with my name on it 
and a baseball cap that matched my shirt. He won me: a little frog, a 
big snake, and three big teddy bears. I smile and said thank you but I 
still wasn't convince I should even let him near me again. Justice and 
Becca said Isaac was so sweet for buying me all of those things. I just 
said that well it is my birthday and smiled. Justice winked at me and 
then whisper something to Becca. “We'll be back boys. Bathroom break,” 
said Becca. They pulled me along and smiled at the boys. Isaac smiled 
directly at me and winked a Justice. When we got to the bathroom, the 
girls questioned me. “Now what really happened.” “Isaac is buying you 
all this stuff. It must have been good girl.” “I already told Justice 
that nothing happened. Dang, it is my birthday. Why can't he buy me a 
lot of stuff?” “We aint saying he can't. It's just... girl he likes you 
and we know you like him. Yesterday, you were all over him. He liked it 
girl. We knew he was hitting that little booty so just tell us what 
happened.” “Ok I will.” “Well... was it good?” “No cuz it aint 
happened. Don't ask me any more cuz I aint going to tell yall again.” I 
walked out of the bathroom, and then they followed close behind. “We 
can always find out from Isaac,” said Justice. What was that a threat? 
“Go ahead,” I replied to her. Becca just smiled. When we got back to 
the boys, Becca sat right next to Isaac and whispered in his ear. 
Little Damon had a big smile and he kept looking at me. Justice and Big 
Tony were talking in a low whisper, but I could hear them. “She 
wouldn't say,” she whispered to him. “Yea he did not say anything 
either,” he whispered back, “well tonight is planned out so we will 
know for sure.” I didn't know what that meant but I kept it in my mind. 
As the day went on, I kept a close watch on the guys. I put on a smile, 
while my brain was at work on what the conversion I over heard meant. 
By the end of the day, I still didn't know what that conversion meant. 
Therefore, I gave up. Looking back at that day, I just want to kick 
myself in the head for being so stupid. I mean now when I hear that 
conversion in my head I want to say how could yall idiots let him do 
that. What is wrong with y'all? I can only blame myself for my stupid 
back then. I am thankful that I have become wiser. Anyways, I was 
really having fun all day. Isaac and me made up, so everything was fine 
there. To top that off, people kept saying happy birthday ever where I 
went. I look so cute too. My freshly fifteen-year-old body was making 
all the people in the Resort stare. Today was my day. After dinner, I 
went back to my room. Before I got there, Justice stopped me. She said 
that Isaac wanted me in his room. She said he had one more surprise. 
Justice and I walked over to his room. When I opened the door, “HAPPY 
BIRTHDAY!” The room was packed. Everybody was there. Right in my face, 
Isaac was smiling and holding two cups. I smiled back and said thank 
you. Isaac handed me a cup and everyone started dancing. Since there 
wasn't much room, everyone was touching everyone. I drank from my cup 
and started dancing with Isaac. I drank the whole cup and dancing with 
about six other people. An hour an half later, Isaac was still dancing 
with me only he was getting close, closer than normal. I was telling 
him to back up, but he never did. It was as if I wasn't in control of 
my body. I could see things happening, but I could not stop them. As 
people started leaving, I wanted to go but Isaac wasn't letting me go. 
I said let me go but he didn't. I was pulling me away from the door and 
closer to the last beds in the room. He kissed me first on the lips, 
then down to my hips. He kept his grip firm on my waste. Said no 
repeatedly, but the words never came out. I tried to kick and scream 
and he undressed me. I could not stop him. People watched as he peeled 
my clothes away. “I got next on that little tenderloin,” some one 
called from the crowd. “Shet up stupid this is my girl,” Isaac said. I 
watched helpless, he touched me and kissed me for all the room to see. 
As he unbuttoned his pants, I scream as loud and violently as possible. 
Nobody seemed to hear me. I could see with my eyes but my mouth did not 
work. As he worked his way into my flesh, I began to cry. As his pact 
quickened, he started talking to me. “This is what you wanted. I know 
you did. You just didn't want a rep to start. Now everyone will know 
whose girl you are. ” I wanted to dig his eyes out, but my hand 
wouldn't move. “You like what Isaac is giving you don't you? Don't 
worry you going to feel it. I am going to give it to you girlie.” I 
felt like hours before he stopped and let me go. The crowd watched the 
whole time. When he did let me go, I did not move. I wanted to cover 
myself but I could not. He picked me up like a baby and led me to the 
bathroom. He set me in the tub and turned on the warm water. “I can see 
it in your eyes. You liked it.” He said nothing else to me. He sat down 
on the toilet and watched me. I didn't move I just sat and cried, then 
he started crying too. After a while he sat on ground next to the tub. 
He got a washcloth and began rubbing me with it. I wanted to say do not 
touch me but I could not. I was helpless. I could not feel him rubbing 
me, but I knew he was. “Dang girl. You got that good stuff. What do you 
say to another round? How bout we do it right here?” I said no but that 
did not stop him. He just smiled and picked me up out of the bathtub 
and laid me on the floor. As his chest bumped mine, I wished with all 
my heart that I could just punch him. He ripped through me was as much 
speed as a racecar. I could not stop him or feel him. I lay there 
helplessly crying for help. Nobody seemed to hear me. I soon began to 
feel my toes, then my legs. I started wiggling and that's when he 
realized I was moving. When I felt my hands, I began hitting him. That 
only made him even more excited. I try to push him off me, but he was 
too strong. When I got my voice, I screamed at the top of my lungs, but 
he cover my mouth. I tried to bite him, but I could not. He held me 
down as long as he could and then he let go with such a force that if 
he was not holding me I might have slid away. Still holding me down he 
said, “now if you scream I will do it again okay?” I nodded. He removed 
his hand from my mouth and slowly let me up. “Now wash your self up. I 
will go get your clothes. Do not leave this bathroom, girlie.” He left 
the bathroom and I stood up. I felt so much pain, physically and 
mentally. My head spun and then I fainted. 

When I woke up on Sunday, I felt sleepy and confused. I was in my room
with my pajamas on. I could barely remember where I was and what 
happened the night before. Justice was already up packing. She did not 
look my way when I sat up and looked around. I cleared my throat and 
she didn't move. She only spoke, “are you ok?” “I don't know.” “Isaac 
said you had to much to drink. He had me undress you and we put you in 
bed.” “Did he say anything else?” “No that was it.” “Oh. Well I am 
fine,” I lied. “You didn't look fine when he brought you in here.” 
“”Well I am.” “Sorry I didn't stay at the party. Tony and me when back 
here.” “Was Becca there?” “For a little while. Then she went some where 
with Damon.” “Oh.” “Everybody has been coming up here to see you.” “Do 
they say what they wanted?” “Yea... they said... they want a piece 
of... that ass too.” “What?” “Well the guys that came up here said they 
want a piece of that ass too.” “Did you tell them to get the hell on?” 
Not knowing what to say, she left. I got up slowly and went to the 
bathroom. I pulled down my underwear to find blood everywhere. I pulled 
them off and went to the bathroom. I got in the shower and scrubbed my 
body. As I dried my hair by the tub, I heard the door open and close. I 
thought Justice had finally come back. I walked out in a towel about to 
question her more when I realized that it was not Justice standing near 
my bed. It was Isaac to my surprise. “Just checking on my girlie,” he 
said walking over to me. “Get out.” “Now is that anyway to greet your 
man?” “Get out now!” I said walking back to the bathroom. He followed 
me. I slammed the door in his face, but that did not his voice from 
reaching me. “Come on girlie. Let's talk.” “We have nothing to talk 
about. Get out now!” “Come on now. Do not be like that. We should 
talk.” “I don't want to talk to you see you or hear your voice so get 
out please.” I said against the door. “I guess we can talk on the bus.” 
“No we can't.” “Aiight we'll see.” The door slammed and I waited. I sat 
at the bathroom door and just waited. When I found my legs I got up and 
opened the door. I surveyed the room and walked out of the bathroom. I 
sat on my bed and looked at the room. Something was wrong. I felt as 
though someone was watching me. Dismissing the thought, I got up and 
got dress. On the bus, I sat with another friend. I told her that I was 
mad at Isaac, so I didn't want to sit by him. She asked was it because 
of last night. I said no. When he got on the bus, he looked at me and 
was about to say something, but he stopped. He was mad I could tell. 
His hazel eyes were brown, so I knew he was upset. When we got to the 
school, I started home. He caught up to me in his car. “We got to 
talk!” he screamed at me. “No we don't,” I said with my luggage in my 
arms. “Let me take you home,” he said stopping the car. “No! Leave me 
alone, Isaac.” The angry in his eyes scared me, but I did not let it 
show. He hopped out of the car and stood in front of me. “We should 
talk about last night,” he said as he tried to take my luggage from me. 
I snatched it back and said, “WHY? Nothing happened.” “Don't give me 
that shit, girl.” “Look I just want to forget it ok. So leave me 
alone.” “No I can't! I love you!” “No, you don't. DO NOT talk to me any 
more. God are you stupid. Leave me alone!” I walk away lugging my two 
luggages. He watched me walk to my house and shut the door. “I won't 
cry. He isn't worth my tears,” I thought to myself as I lay in my bed 
at home, “I refuse to cry over him.” 

A few weeks later at school, I got sick, my teacher, Mr. Dothan, sent my
to the nurse. “You got some crazy ideas doc,” I said as I got up from 
the table. “Well, if you are sexually active it can happen.” “Well I 
ain't so that solves that mystery. Can I go?” “Yea. Just let me know if 
these feelings continue ok.” “Okay. See ya around.” I left and went 
back to Mr. Dothan class. When I walked in Isaac looked at me as if he 
was worried about me. I rolled my eyes and went back to my seat. After 
class, Mr. Dothan asked me to stay for a minute. I did. “What did the 
nurse say?” “The craziest thing... she thinks I am pregnant! I told her 
no possible cuz I ain't active. I mean not now...” “Oh... um. Well she 
knows what she is talking about.” “Yeah, sure whatever. Bye, Mr. 
Dothan.” “Bye Dinah. Be careful.” When I walked out of the class, Isaac 
was waiting for me. “I over heard your conversion with Mr. Dothan.” 
“You were easy dropping?” I said in shock. “Kinda.” “No you were! Did I 
not say stay a way from me Isaac?” “Yeah, but a baby?” “No! No baby.” 
“Well it could be. I mean that weekend was crazy.” “No you crazy. Stay 
away from me.” “Dee, you know it's mine.” “Did you hear me. There aint 
no god damn baby...” “Is there a problem?” Mr. Dothan asked. I did not 
realize I was still in front of his class. “No,” Isaac said. “Yes,” I 
said at the exact same time. “Okay why did we handle this in my room.” 
I walked in but Isaac waited, then he said, “I don't have the problem 
she doesn't.” That is when I got mad. I went right up to him and said, 
“you little son of a bitch. If you ever come near me I will make sure 
that you never walk again got it. Get the hell out of here now!” Isaac 
turned and walked away. Mr. Dothan looked at me. “What has gotten in to 
you, Dinah?” I looked at him and said, “I hate him!” “Why? Not to long 
ago you two were best friends. What happened?” “Nothing...” “Some thing 
happened. Tell me Dinah. You can trust me.” “Okay but this is just 
between us okay?” “'Okay.” “Well... he raped me.” “Oh Dinah. I am so 
sorry.” “Don't be. Just forget it. It does not matter. Girls get raped 
everyday, so whatever. Okay.” “Yes. It does matter. We can put him 
away.” “No! I don't want that.” “Dinah he raped you. You can't let him 
get away with that.” “Look, Mr. Dothan you said this was between us. So 
let's just keep it that way okay. I gotta go to class.” I walked out of 
his class and went home. When I got home I went to my room, turned on 
my CD player and layed down. When my mom got home, I told her I was 
sick, so I left school early. My mind was racing. I am having a baby. 
It's Isaac's baby. I want to kill him. The nurse has never been wrong. 
I should not worry. I should not have told Mr. Dothan, I kept thinking. 
I avoided talking to Mr. Dothan all week. On Friday, he stopped me. I 
could not use the excuse I was going to be late for my next class and 
my teacher hates that because he let the class out twenty minutes 
early. “Dinah, how are you?” “I was fine. I don't mean to sound rude 
but what is it? I am in a hurry, Mr. Dothan.” “Have you been avoiding 
me?” “Yeah.” “Why?” “Well I really don't was to talk about anything you 
are going to say.” “Dinah, you can't lye to yourself forever. You gotta 
talk to someone about what happened.” “Nothing happened, so there is 
nothing to talk about.” “Dinah. Come on you know what happened. You 
gotta say something.” “No I don't!” “If you don't I will!” “I will deny 
it then.” “Dinah don't do this okay.” “No I ain't doing nothing.” “Yes 
you are.” “I gotta go Mr. Dothan.” “Wait, Dinah. Please?” “Why?” 
“Because I think you should. Maybe we can talk.” “About what?” “What 
happened.” “Um... maybe but I gotta go.” “Okay just come back to my 
room after school.” “Okay” 

When I came to Mr. Dothan room after school, he was there waiting. He
looked at me with guilt in his eyes. I smiled and said hi. “Dinah have 
a seat for me will you,” he said gesturing to a desk in front of him. I 
did. “You might not want to hear this but it has to be said.” “Okay?” 
“When Isaac was in ninth grade, he came to me and said he was getting 
raped. He never said by whom, but did say by whom when he was ready. 
For weeks, I asked him, and he did not say. Then one day he told me. A 
tenth grade girl. Of course, we both confronted her and she said that 
they had sex but it was not rape. She said she was pregnant with his 
baby and she was keeping it. Isaac and the girl started fighting and I 
had to stop them. Isaac lost his temper and said, ‘ you are a stupid 
hoe and I would not sleep with yo ugly ass ever again.' That is when I 
knew that the girl was not lying. After we left I told Isaac, that if 
she was keeping the baby it was his responsibility. The next week I 
heard she had a miscarriage. Isaac was so happy; I, on the other hand, 
was not happy at all. Isaac made fun of her and just made her life 
hell. After a few weeks, she killed he self. She left a note. It said 
everything about Isaac and the baby and me.” “What happened after 
that?” “I told Isaac that he had better tell the truth and he didn't. I 
told him I was going to the police and he threaten me. I still went to 
the police and he got a year in Juvenile hall. He came back and said he 
was a new man. I didn't believe it. He said he was sorry for the 
trouble he had caused. I was still watching him carefully even when you 
came here this year.” “Oh... dang Mr. D that's deep. He got problems 
and I don't even want to be in this mess. Can't you understand that. I 
just want to forget. Never live the hurt and pain again.” “I can. Do 
you feel like telling me what happened,” he said with a smile. “I 
guess...” “Take your time sweetheart.” I told him everything; from 
beginning to the end. By the end of my story, I was crying and so was 
Mr. Dothan. He handed me a tissue and started asking me questions. “He 
did that in front of all those people?” “Yea.” “Did he use protection?” 
“No.” “He cried?” “Yep.” “He did it again?” “Yes.” “Am I the only one 
you have told?” “Yes. Why all the questions?” “I need to make sure I 
got the story right. So you don't want to do nothing?” “Yes.” “Why?” 
“Because then I have to prove something I know to a brunch of 
strangers. I don't like telling the story, that's why only you know the 
story.” “What are you going to do if you are pregnant?” “I don't know 
yet.” “Well there are many things you can do.” “I know. Look Mr. Dothan 
I gotta go.” “Okay. I will see you later.” I left his room and went to 
my next class... 

That is my story y'all. Oh what happened to me? Well, I was pregnant. I
did have to the baby, a girl her name is Iyss De'Louis Afresh. It was 
Isaac baby. I get a check for the baby from him every month. My mother, 
Mr. Dothan, Isaac and me are the only ones that know I was raped. I 
don't really talk to Isaac any more and he see the baby every now and 
then. He always talks to me, though. I still go to Jefferson high 
school and I am graduating today. My baby girl is going to be three on 
July 14. I never think about that day. Isaac still says he loves me, 
but we do not ever talk about my 15th birthday. He says he loves the 
baby. I forgave him and I forgave myself too. I have a job and I plan 
to go to college. My Dad found out about the baby and gave Isaac and 
good three beat downs. Isaac had to get a court order for my dad. My 
dad doesn't know I was raped, because I did not want him to kill him. 
At first, I did, but I got over that. My mother helps me raise Iyss. I 
don't know what I would do without her. I thank god for my blessings 
and the many lessons he has taught me. I am glad I told my story to the 
world. I think that will allow me to close that dark chapter in my 
life. Thank you for listening to my story.


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