Finally Broken (standard:romance, 333 words)
Author: Hope	Added: Jun 15 2006	Views/Reads: 3511/0	Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes)
Sometimes we all have to understand that Magic doesnt last forever...

What happens when the past comes back with full force and you don't have
a warning? 

Life seemed wonderful. Then suddenly, slowly I feel uncomfortable. My
demons lurk in the distance, I hear whispers  "you really think its 
over' and then clouds cover my sun and there is only an empty 
darkness... 

I finally thought I was free and that I could fly, suddenly I land hard
on my face, I open my eyes and see only emptiness. 

Nightmares of being back in that space of emptiness slowly become real
What do I do when I don't have the strength to try again? 

I run into the arms of emptiness... the one thing I know I have for
sure... 

I thought I had finally won; the voices and scary shadows were gone
forever. I was looking forward to a fulfilling life. I was made to love 
and be loved. But I realize now that I love to a point where I don't 
know how to keep a part of me for me. And in the end I am left with the 
broken heart. It's not his fault, its mine. I believed that someone 
could love me like I love him, someone would take care of me like I 
take care of him, and someone would hold my hand at least while I 
fought my demons like I silently stood by him while he fights his. 
Slowly my light becomes his light, my love becomes his love and I am 
left with nothing... 

What do I feel right now? 

I feel like I am not important enough, he saw me in my weakest state and
still choose to leave me. 

What am I to make of that? 

Does he not see? 

Do I not count? 

My heart wont let me forget, it doesn't feel right because I wouldn't
leave him in a state like that then why would he leave me? 

Why...because now I understand that only the fools must have invented
unconditional love.... 


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